Ashamed

I’m ashamed of myself. Recently, I’m lacking in confidence. I noticed myself have failed in every part of life. I failed as a human. I try my best to do my part but not everybody can accept me. I started to think where my fault is. Is it really my fault or they don’t understand about me? Is hard to get a true friend and someone can understand you. Comments can be good and bad sometimes but I need encouragement from them also. I hate comparison because it is insulting us. I remind myself not to care so much what people think or talk about me but it does disturb my mind. I’m trying to improve but I can’t follow what people want from me all the time. I am starting to think who and how I am. How should I correct myself? I noticed that there are still more in life for me to learn no matter in improving my attitude, communication or thinking.