EX!5TENcE………

I found out that I’m not important among people. I would like to know if one day I’m not around, will they think of me? I only exist to listen to problems but invisible when happy things around. Maybe I’m greedy; I hope there will be someone that remembers me. I hope there is someone who will say, “How good if XXXX is here, she sure will bla bla bla.”. I love to be included among them. I hope I can join them in talking, joking, eating or crying together because I felt being appreciated. Don’t you feel the same too? The feeling of being left out is awful. Is there any medication to cure my loneliness? I don’t wish to overact to attract other’s attention. Those people who know me will hate me and this is not the real me. Hopefully, I’ll be kept in their minds one day. In here, I wish to apologize if there is anyone that felt this from me before. I’ve tried the feeling and became a victim.